pianow I completely understand you, I’m honestly in a similar situation… after buying Ivory III and being disappointed, I decided not to buy any more pianos—after all, Ravenscroft was giving me what I needed. However, knowing ViLabs’ reputation, plus David’s demos, my willpower caved.
That said, I totally agree that it would be great if more companies let you try their products before buying, like VSL does… in my particular case, it’s not just about whether I like the sound, but also because, being blind, I use a screen reader and not all software is accessible. Too many times I’ve spent money on plugins that I can’t use without help.
Anyway, and to make your life more difficult, the Modern D is really versatile, and with patience, it could definitely be adapted to fit your needs.
Oh, and by the way, I also have the Walker… such a great sound, but I just can’t connect with it… in my opinion, it responds really poorly.
Cheers!