Perhaps you do! All things in life and nature (essentially the same thing) always begin somewhere… In any case that was a nice gesture of yours.
I just watched this video over morning coffee ☕, and can report it is safe to watch 😄 -- no one or no thing is hated and no vindication is going on. All nice and balanced.
vagfilm Let's see if he can play as well as me
From your own reported assessments of your playing, well, that remains to be seen 🙄.
On the actual matter at hand: I love all three because I love beautiful, musical, quality pianos. But none of these three really touch me to the point of a must-have craving. Which the Modern U and VSL Blüthner do; the former is a daily success under my fingers and ears, the latter may still crash and burn once I actually come to testing it -- or prove to be a delight as well.
Cheers and happy watching,